I am not sure why...but I really feel like I might be lacking in hope and faith. As I say that I am looking up the definitions of both those words; hope-to believe, desire and trust. faith-belief that doesn't rest on logical proof or material evidence. Nope that's not it. So maybe I just need a vacation. Maybe the events of the past year are catching up to me, maybe I'm running too fast, or maybe just maybe life is going on without me and my little princess Kristen. I have noticed the past few days that Kristen is not feeling well. She had hardly eaten and I have pretty much offered her all her favorite foods. But what really gets me down is that my husband noticed it too. I get into these modes where I just sit and worry about her and then she isn't feeling well I just kinda think that I am just being over protective, but then when Rich notices it I know it is real. Another week and we are off to clinic so I will just hold on til then.The girls at their 5k run last weekend
I created this blog when my sweet little girl, Kristen, was diagnosed with cancer, for the third time. After fighting for almost 3 years Kristen was called home to that same God who gave her life. One of my favorite quotes comes from Neal A. Maxwell- "Those who "plow in hope" not only understand the law of the harvest but they also understand what growing seasons are all about. True, those with genuine hope may see their proximate circumstances shaken like a kaleidoscope at times, yet with the "Eye of faith" they still see divine design." Kristen blessed lives and continues to do so. Her light continues to shine. As for me, I continue to "plow in hope" knowing well that Kristen is mine for eternity. Families can be together forever!